
The fact is, I'm not sure if this is just a school issue. I think my life is in a standstill waiting for me to perk up and get moving. How can one motivate oneself when they have no motivation to do so? I need to find an apartment. I need to earn more money. I need to spend time with my family. I need to spend less time with friends. I have to take the dog to the vet. I have to go to the doctor. See, it's not that I don't have anything to do, I just don't want to do anything.
Okay. Actually typing this stuff out may be helping. I feel a little bit of energy running through my veins. It's either energy or fear of not accomplishing what I need to accomplish. Either way, it's working!!!